.Saturday, September 5, 2009 ' 10:57 AM Y
As usual it becomes my fault the moment she reaches home. All the saying that my attitude has change blah blah blah. Have she even once thought about who is the one that attitude have changed. Not me definitely.
Even since she stepped into her career, being home only once every week, her attitude changed dramatically. From a sister who always wants me to solve her loads of problems, to the one who comes home with her bad habits of scolding vulgarities. "I don't usually scold vulgarities outside, though I am used to listening to them," she claims but the moment we are alone together, she starts scolding them like nobody's business. There you have it. My point of view, its becaused she is deprived of scolding such vulgarities(very crude ones even) outside, that the moment she comes home, it comes out like xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.
I as a normal human being can only tolerate this nonsense for a limited period. This for her is a vvvvvvvvvvvery long one since as my sister, she has some so called privilleges. All my life, I have tried to be the understanding one and not pick on little issues, but this is way over the limit, even for her. The vulgarities are still ok, worst, she takes me for granted, like I solely exist onlyfor her to exploit and use. Personal stylist, listener, every single odd job I have taken and this is what I get in return?
Life truely is unfair but I don't blame it. Its just my fault that I had been Miss Nice Girl to her that I am being bullied. 人善被人欺，马善被人骑. And now they expect me to give in to her. NO WAY! Not unless she learns to respect me.
