Home from AB camp.

I recall the first day of AB Camp. It was torturous and can really kill the faint hearted. Pumping and all were already given the moment we started camp, early in the morning at 7.30 am. Initially, I thought it was really crazy and all of us started bonding with each other with all the gossip session and coming up with names for the instructors. Seriously, after being in camp for 4 days, I felt like I was really brainwashed in there into a robot, repeating every single routine and answering to their questions uniformly. It was then I really felt thankful that I would be leaving the camp early. However, after the day expedition on the second day, the group really bonded. Day ex though was mentally and physically exhausting, I really had fun walking from Chinese Garden all the way to West Coast. Awesome isn't it? Service Learning was held yesterday where we went to Lion Befrienders at amk to help the elderly. However that was not as fun as day ex.

Last night, the guys started to say that I was paisehing them for night ex which is going on now. And with all the fun I am having, I really felt guilty not going with them. And all I can do now is to miss out on the fun they will be having at Marina Barrage...

Finally went back to take my testimonial and was really glad to see the canteen vendors who were ever so friendly and great cooks:] Ever since I came to AJ, makan sessions were horrible with no fantastic food to feast on.

How great was it when I saw the familiar faces of the teachers and juniors all around the campus whom I greeted with smiles and regards. I think I really have been affected by the AJ atmosphere without really handsome people to look at. Haha. Anyway, after 'touring around' Anderson today, I saw how much better guys were looking back than when we used to goo over these people. Those were the fun days that I have really enjoyed.

Loved talking to all the teachers and juniors and I and so glad my alma mater is just nearby, situated close to my heart.

I am seriously in a very bad mood just in case you haven't noticed yet. So don't try to piss me off. It is so very irritating to be talking and having no one to listen, or even better listen and simply just ignore it as if my thoughts are worthless. Can't you see that I am trying my best to include all of you but apparently you don't see it at all.
Here I am trying my very best to make sure everything goes ok and there you are simply ignoring all the hard work I am putting in. Is it really time for me to let go? And just leave you alone there standing, doing whatever you want? If that is really what you want. Fine. I will give it too you. Waiting in front for you to gradually walk towards me is like waiting for the next sunrise just after I have seen one. How torturous it really is to wait for someone while I am standing there looking like a total fool. And all you can tell is that I am in a super bad mood. WHAT IS THIS!!!
From now, I am going to wash my hands of you...

Rain always gets me really excited and hyped up to do stuff I really like. That's probably one of the reasons why I seriously enjoy walking in the rain so much since I was young. Today, however, the rain really got me all tensed up and I ended up staring into the dark sky, wishing that it would stop soon enough.

The afternoon rain was really scary. Bolts of lightning were flashing by the second, and the clash of thunder that came so soon after was deafening. I felt as though I was in a war scene, where the flashes were like the fire that got started via the guns and the bombs, the roar like the cries of the people and the impact of artillery on the buildings and all. I didn't dare to move an inch, worried of something that I cannot pin-point.

When the sky finally cleared, I was glad. Really happy that it was all over. Its the kind of relief that you get when you know that you passed your test while more than half of the class failed. Hope that all turns to be fine, as the rain is still affecting me up till now:[

I really cannot descibe how much I exactly love my life now. Millions of appreciation and thanks for my fate landing me in AJ. If wasn't because of it, I would never had met you guys, the stars in the dark night sky, guiding me, accompanying me, being there for me... Always.

IF I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU. You would know if you are one of them:]
Love you guys for being there to support me.
Love you guys for making me smile and laugh.
Love you guys for bringing me up when I am down.
Love you guys for playing really really drawing attention games with me on the train.
Love you guys for making fun of me and ________s.
Love you guys for going home with me almost every single day.
Love you guys for eating together at breaks.
Love you guys for hitting me so hard when we are playing the mrt game and asking me if it hurts later on.
Love you guys for taking my things away silently just to see me panic.
Love you guys for answering the stupidest questions that I ask.
Love you guys for always talking about life, love and more of that.
Love you guys for always wanting to do and own things together.
Love you guys for thinking like the way I do.
Love you guys for sharing my thoughts.
Love you guys for lending my your shoulder to lend on whenever you feel that I need it
Love you guys for sensing that I am in a bad mood and stop talking to me unless I breakdown.
Love you guys for listening to me even if all that came out are just crap.
Love you guys for arguing with me.
LOVE YOU GUYS FOR BEING JUST SO SWEET!!It justs warms my heart and brigtens the day:]

There are a million and thousand things I love you guys for. It may be just a habit to be alongside you, but whenever I am doing things we usually do together alone, I feel empty. Like a part of me is missing. It just like a couple being together, feeling so lost and alone when they break apart even for a spilt second. And that seems like eternity.

Yay! Best week ever with Resilience camp on mon where we played played and played for the entire day, Festival of Life yesterday with me having so much fun in the Dark Room developing films and photos, NO DANCE TODAY(which was really like a miracle), shortest day of the wee tomorrow and no school on Fri! How I wish every week would be like that. Just enough workout with a teeny weeny bit of study in between and lots of enjoyment throughout, having that much of extra time in my hands to catch up on lectures and good life that I haven't been enjoying in a while already. Haha. Going to retreat to Malaysia to mug over the long weekend! Funny thing to be on a holiday but yet have to still work that hard to catch up with everything. Hais, guess that's just JC life and I must accept the fact. Can't catch up with Pieno again this sat for OG outing since I'm in Malaysia, but hopefully there are still plenty of chances for us to gather and hang out as one:] Maybe I should g ROCK CLIMBING while in Malaysia! *loves:]*

I found a new love for ROCK CLIMBING!!!!

Haha:] Although the climb was really tough, the satisfaction you get at the top of wall is reall fantastic and addictive. Initially, after hearing Jian Hao say that the climb is really tiring, I didn't set my expectations too high. However, after reaching my Though I didn't reach the pole at the top in the end, at least with my short arms and short legs, I hit the top most stone!! At the end of the camp, when Rebacca asked why, I decided to continue despite already reaching my target, I realised how much I really strive for the best in everything.

Another thing that really brought me to was that there was a really really really cute guy at the camp! Found out that his name is John, a six pointer who was from Nan Hua and went to Ngee Annn poly. OMG! I feel like some kind of stalker. I really want to take a photo with him, through connections like Jian Hao and Weijie, but when we were release, he had to go for some meeting. Hais, what is not meant to be will never be meant to be... Hopefully there is still chance out there:]

Cherlyn is a stage lover.
She is schooling at AJC but still feels love and longing for ANDSS.
Life for her is that of any other.
Chasing her dream is the only thing that is real to her.

"Change is the only constant"

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